2015 welcoming

Salam...

Sedar tak sedar,sekarang kita dah masuk bulan 12.End of da year...musim tengkujuh..musim shopping dah start!!rasanya baru beberapa hari lepas jujue update post nak masuk tahun baru 2014..and now,there u go...new entry for 2015 welcoming...sekejap sangat masa berlalu...entry kali ni,hanya nak membebel dan sesi luahan perasaan jujue jelah..plez dont get boring ok =)..coz i know,ramai lagi orang kat luar sana yang rasa,atau pernah rasa..apa yang jujue rasa sekarang..

as i said before,i'm completely sure that i will tender from my previous job this year..and yes,it's happen!my birthday already past last month..still in da age of 20th++..haha..but of coz..almost 30th already..dah tua dah,tapi jiwa still maintain..ikut tak sedar diri,rasa macam baru habis spm je..

this year..many thing happens such as..i got a nephew!!so excited to have a baby in da house..named as rayyan rizqi..baru bercita-cita nak namakan firman ibrahim!!nk jgk nama macam novel kak melur jelita. erkkkk...tak payah nak over ok,suka hati mak bapak dia nak letak nama apa..

 confiuse lah nak suruh baby panggil ape..bila panggil maklong tu rasa macam tua sangatlah pulak..but till now,stick with unty long..xkelakar ke panggil unty long??entah..biarlah..after all,rayyan was so sweet...comel sangat..rasa nak tampar2 je muka dia..haha..klu berani buatlah,silap2 dapat cap mohor body glove mak dia kat muka aku!

ooo..n my unty and cousin yang sama umur ngn jujue pun dah kahwin dah..last few month..sume dah pakat2 jadi bini orang dah..huhuhu..xpelah,doakan yang terbaik untuk semua.jodoh tu kan rahsia allah..we never know,when we gonna get married and who is actually our prince charming!!

dah kenal lama,dah bersama lama..tak semestinya dia jodoh kita...dan tak mustahil jodoh kita tup2 sampai...came from no where!tetiba je tercongok nak akad nikah..ada jugak kes yang macam tu...but,hopefully i'm not da one in that situation..wink!!

i have lot of things in my mind..mostly about my carrier..
i was thinking and decide to stay at my hometown..lagipun takde sape kat rumah to accompany my mum..so hard to get a job..nyaris2 join bank balik,kali ni dengan RHB..luckily,tiba-tiba dapat rezeki lain..rasa lega yang teramat sangat.

Basically,i got a job..but i dont have a stable carrier for my future.still wonder what i wanna do with my life..
last 2 days, i manage to talk to my fren..i can refer him as a brother since he's bit older than me.our gap is about..10 years!!

jujue mengadu dekat dia..i am quit upset with my life now..i dont feel content..why is that?why should i have this feeling??bukan jujue tak bersyukur dengan apa yang jujue dah ada sekarang..but,
bla..bla..bla..n bla again..

and he said..why should u feel that?
setiap orang allah dah tetapkan rezeki..dia akan bagi..tapi u mintak tak dengan Dia apa yang u nak?mintak sungguh-sungguh ke?doa betul-betul?
jangan mengeluh,jangan risau..kalau nak,doa betul-betul mintak sungguh-sungguh..insyaallah..cepat atau lambat aje..

sentap kejap bila kena smash macam tu..setempek kat muka!
but then,i was start thinking..betul apa yang my friend cakap..jangan terlalu fikirkan semua tu..kalau jalan kita betul,apa yang kita buat betul..kita bergantung sepenuhnya kepada Dia..insyaallah..sabar dan teruskan berdoa..

so that day i learn something...

- DOA SUNGGUH-SUNGGUH -

dah,cukup-cukuplah membebel..i have to pack my thing and go back..

till then.....bye2 uollss..